Prefect Bloody Quote

Bloody hell! There this quote that i want to put in my dissertation. I know it exists but i can't find it anywhere. I'm currently going though all my research which is probably in all told around 1000 pages plus the countless documents on my computer that i have with quotes in them. Plus it might be in my handwriting. It also a perfect quote to put in the sector that my advisor wanted put in which was the raise of the neo-liberal and conservative thought that occurred in the 1980's. The quote is how McNamara was not part of this tide. Its a prefect quote i just need to find it. Looks like my Friday night is going to about going though countless documents and watching the west wing. At least I'm cooking burgers for dinner. Yay!